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Icons and colored manga @ hanamicons

Followed ravens_rising example and decided to adopt some Bleach! pets XD

( Got a bit carried away though... )

Uuuurgh currently in college boring myself to tears while waiting for appointment hour =_= Here, have a Writer's Block (thankfully not related with vampires or pseudo emo-filosophical questions)




Uh well it depends...while I'm curious as ever to what the future holds (at present time I always think technology is at its best and we can't possibly come up with better inventions - that's usually when I always see something amazing either in stores or in magazine articles and go 'O_o is this even possible?') and how life will be like in, say, one hundred years, there is a sadder part to 'living forever'. It reminds me of Fay from Cowboy Bebop (Ive watched that ages ago). She stayed in her thirties and when she got her memory back, her home and family were gone and her best friend was 70 and of course didn't recognize her. I think it would be a very lonely existence at first without friends or family.

Um about the 'wisdom' that comes with it...I'm not denying people get wiser with old age but to me they just seem to get grumpier than wiser XD;; I love to learn new things so I think I'd like the chance to study whatever had happened in the world during the time spent sleeping.

Also, there are people who pay obscene amounts of money to have their body frozen after their death. Some people can only afford to freeze their head. That creeps me out to no end O_o


*sigh* Damn antivirus keeps molesting me to be updated. Stupid computer techs never fix these computers properly. No wonder half of them don't work >_>;

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Lol funny cuz whenever I shuffled my tarot cards I'd often get this card out~ Wow cool psychic powers! Visions =D I hope I don't pull a Sammy orz

Ah so that's the official date the movie 2012 gives? Lol. Etoo...I think I'd spend my last days somewhere warm, wrapped up in a blanket or something. Probably huggling some pet and preferably with my sis and dad or my friends. My last meal would be a chocolate sunday XD Also, music would be involved somehow.

Meh I want a new RP!! I found reverie_lane yesterday. Sounds cool. The characters lose one important memory. And it has monsters to kick! Yayz! =D

I've started playing Crowley at jigoku_apts Crowley's a hard muse but it's been fun~
Even with the (late) event start Silent Hill is as good as dead. Or close to it =/

Hm this is the list of muses I want to play again:


Yuri from Shadow Hearts

Reki from Haibane Renmei

Blue from Wolf's Rain

Toboe from Wolf's Rain

And possibly Frau from 07 Ghost


New muses I want to try out:

Lain buuut boy saying she's complex doesn't quite put it =/

Jeanne from Shadow Hearts Covenant. Most minor character ever but a darling.


So? What you guys waiting for? Enlighten Enable me plz!!

After the latest 'woe is me' post I made myself useful with MAGI



Yep Im dismantling it and selling whatever isn't busted. Buuut taking into account I have no clue what the issue was I'll just sell the parts and then they'll tell me how much they're worth. I've successfully identified everything save for the green board on the lower left that I'm thinking maybe it's the RAM. But I took another small board off anothe rplace so Im not sure. And what's the main black thing attached to the Motherboard? Is it the CPU? Lol the reason Im doing this is because I want to save the harddrive because I have photos there that I didn't manage to store. My sis knows a guy who can download stuff from damaged disks. And last I knew it wasn't my disk that was damaged.

Hm anyone knows how those big ligature-like white thingies are called? They're used to attach all components to each other. Man, if Informatics didn't included the much dreaded math I'd so be there XD Why do you have to know math to touch in stuff that has wide big letters saying 'CAUTION, DO NOT REMOVE' Why the hell do you need to know math for that? DDD8

My back's killing me and my hands look like I just performed surgery on an airplane...

Hey Ichigo! Para de te armar em shounen hero please >_>; E bolas, porque é que os mauzões atacam sempre a mesma cidade? Há mais sitios na Terra para além de Karakura, ppl!

*sigh* When is it the emo vampire Twilight rip-off is gonna get ganked for good? At least he doesn't *sparkle~* in the sun. But come on the blood tears are a bit over the emo top and cliche, no?

Well my musical preferrences kinda change with time. I'm very fickle when it comes to music. I can obsessively listen to the same track over and over again as I can spend years without listening to a music. Just recently I rediscovered my highschool love for Incubus, for instance. But my current obsessive song is...Skeletons by Cranberries (that I started listening to again recently. I spent years without their music lol)

As for a few others I will never grow tired of hm... Shadow Hearts, True Voice, Akai Chou from Fatal Frame II, Oblivion by Lacuna Coil, Lunatic by Cranberries and the majority of Coldplay.

Drum drum drum lol cá estão os chefes de estado outra vez. Mas desta vez o Hugo Chavez nao veio =/ Oh pá a ultima vez foi épico. 'Porque non te callas?' Looool. Ficou para a historia mesmo.
E como é costume dos países latinos toda a convenção se atrasou lol. Estavam ontem os jornalistas em directo 'Pois e...estamos aqui em directo da cimeira...e ainda estamos à espera de fulano A, B, C...' Pff hey é em Portugal e chega XD Acho piada como o nosso presidente e primeiro-ministro conseguem sempre dizer o oposto. Isto é tão triste lmao. Tá cada vez pior, a política.

O governo reservou o hotel de 5 estrelas inteiro po ppl. Daqueles que cada noite custa 500€. Boa vida, I say.

E aqui fica um memento da ultima cimeira Ibero-Americana:




Ontem estava a dar um filme ou uma série na TV que pareceu interessante. Qualquer coisa sobre aliens que visitam a Terra e que pedem auxílio. Acho que se chamava Visitors. Lol a porta-voz deles chamava-se Anna XDD Achei piada ao facto de ela estar a falar em várias línguas dependendo do sítio do mundo para onde esta a projectar. Ela estava no Brazil, Ruby, mesmo ao pé do Jesus Christ =D A gente também tem cá um. Juro que isto cá é só imitações. Temos o vosso Salvador e temos a ponte Golden Gate de S. Francisco. Mas os dois juntos são engraçados Bem esta foto deve ser de há 5000 anos atrás. Agora já não há arvores mas sim uma data de casas lol.

I just finished making a fanmix for Good Omens ♥ I'ts mainly about Crowley, Aziraphale and the THEM. I'd include some tracks for Anathema and Agnes Nutter but I don't have anything quite that extravagant XD;; I hope you enjoy it.


Title: In Between
Author: laifan
Disclaimer: I own neither Good Omens, nor the tracks or images used in the creation of this fanwork.
Rating: Pg-13
Genre and/or Pairing: Gen . Crowley, Aziraphale, Adam, THEM
Spoilers: Hell yeah
Warnings: Because Media Fire hates me the tracks are most likely out of order. But I've numbered them! Yay me?

( In Between Heaven and Hell... )

Meh Im tired of waiting for my TV to get fixed =/ Im gonna play Shadow Hearts downstairs. Pfff why do I keep camping out in my living room? XD

Kuro-chan (or Krorikins - I blame Lavi from DGM for such nicknames) got accepted at jigoku_apts I wonder if anyone there still remembers me. I'd like to play Chitose again. She's just adorably creepy XD;; I hope it doesn't die like SH =/

Hahaha if it depends on me then no. Usually it's my dad who puts up the christmas tree. I doubt this year we'll even have that. As far as I'm concerned I'm either spending christmas at my sis. If I stay home I'll just treat it like a regular day. I don't have money for presents either since I'm unemployed *shrugs*

Hehehehe I've been having such great fun RPing Crowley with Kaena's Aziraphale (she's in SH too)

And I've made a new ringtone for my cell. It's a new music by Nelly Furtado. It's the first album she makes singing in Spanish, which surprised me because she has Portuguese origins. But it was smart on her part because there are a lot more Spanish speakers than there are Portuguese speakers. I like this music, it's called 'Manos al Aire'



Those huge loop earrings are totally in with the army getup >_>;

Yeah cuz everyone's American. Still, I suppose this is a better question than the other day's about Twilight *shudders*

I wouldn't mind eating roasted turkey~

So I just had this idea...one could ttly use X!Seishirou icons for Crowley, no? XDDD Gosh I love my fandoms. Though I've found quite nice fanarts of Crowley ♥

Guh what am I doing awake at this hour? Shouldn't have drank that coffee last night >_>; Also I have an issue with bed clothes during colder weather. I try to snuggle and end up making my bed looking like some kind of nest and half the blankets end up nearly on the floor cuz of it =_=

Uh anyways here are some muses I'm not playing but would damn like to do so. In some place active and mildly interesting. If you see any that you like feel free to pimp advertise your place:

Reki from Haibane Renmei

Yuri from Shadow Hearts

Toboe from Wolf's Rain

Blue from Wolf's Rain

Chitose from Fatal Frame - very minor character but cute kid (if you ignore the whole being a ghost gig)

Lain from Serial Experiments Lain - my newest addition to muse collection, might try her out at jigoku_apts


...might have more and simply not remembering them orz.

And eventually...Crowley even if I still haven't finished the book. Because he's that awesome.
EDIT: Crowley Here he is. Lol chose that name cuz he doesn't like Crawly and google says it's some kind of error related to URLs? Lol works for me XD; He sounds the type that would spread a virus over the internet or smthg XDD I'll search for some decent fanart or PB later~

Noooo and I have no intention of watching =/ The mere trailer seemed ridiculous to me. My disliked for the Twilight series isn't merely a hatred without a reason. I've picked up the book at bookshops various times and select passages at random. Seriously, how is that considered literature? There are so many good unknown writers out there and someone with this writing level gets all this fame? I swear I don't understand.

In short - my hatred isn't only because of 'sparkly vampires' like a secret at fandom!secrets said. But hey the ridicule level of 'Edward's skin literally *sparkled* in the sun' doesn't get any lower only because vampires aren't real and she strives from Dracula's notion of vampirism.

Please don't make me get started on the 'one true love' between Bella and Edward. That's as far from reality as it can get >_>;

Meh silenthell_rpg is mostly inactive =_= Had its up and downs for a while but now some people are dropping and most of the others are inactive. Why does this always happen to me? >_>

silensomnus is even worse orz. Never had that many people to begin with. Hm I'd go back to jigoku_apts but the place seems taken over by OCs. Not that all OCs are bad but I like interacting with canon characters I'm familiar with.

So...anyone knows of a nice and active horror based RP?